Saturn is the Planet of Karma! Saturn is a strong disciplinarian and teaches us our lessons this lifetime. At times, this planet can be restricting and inhibiting. Joy is experienced once the lessons of Saturn have been learned. This is your Karmic lesson, based on the sign Saturn was placed in at the time of your birth.
You have a desire to be challenged and experience life to the fullest and yet you are afraid of being hurt by a hostile environment. You may go through life feeling that you will never get want you want -- usually because you never ask for what you want. You are afraid to exert your will because you feel that this alone will result in some harm coming to you. You are either shy or withdrawn or the opposite -- headstrong and in everyone's face. Either way it is fear of failure or even rejection that causes you to react as you do. Your eventual frustration with your own powerlessness can result in an inner search. In an attempt to get beyond your own exterior and understand your will and motivation you will need to overcome your deepest self doubts.